Do I sound bitter?

What will become of him
now
I've failed to make him
love me enough

My demands too great
so I must grieve
and suffer loss

The universe conspires
and tells me
I want for too much
I should see that
half a loaf is better
than no loaf at all

And I'm fairly confident
he'll find someone
who considers him
an incredible windfall

Perhaps - the filipino caregiver

I saw the t-shirt
worn with tongue
firmly planted in cheek
but it said
"Gold digger"
didn't it?

He'll be pleased
that not too much
is asked of him
besides his ability
to provide
come home
not stray

easy things for him
a passionless existence
getting what he paid for
iron clad guarantee and all